Let me see
Recently so many events have happened here that inside me that they're not easily put in order, and without being able to skillfully expressing them, however I existed
First of all, today, good job
With feelings like that, rain fell, but still, many stood at O-EAST, so I was able to see your faces, and it made me happy
It's like I was loved ((by the fans))
Our eyes meeting isn't a mistake or anything, because in reality they're coming together
Get ready to remember it perfectly
Because today was the tour final, fun and pain and sorrow, I was made to understand all these things, and I think I'm able to express them, but
how was it for you?
Even if you only came once to the tour, what did you think of it?
Actually, returning from Hokkaidou, I suddenly had a fever, so I caught a cold, and despite this, before the live I was truly surprised
Illness and accidents and things
I think I tried to personally experience it, but it was truly painful, you know
The way I was thinking, my body wasn't moving, and I thought it was mortifying
It really seemed that way to me, and I wasn't able to become healthy
But the live on the 25th, well, when I saw your faces, it's like I already went somewhere ((a place of healthiness)) like that
So there's no need to worry
But, now if there's a reason, if those guys ((fans)) aren't able to come to the live,
because I'll even be waiting until then,
if I discover people like that, smile at me with your whole face,
and then I'll be able to get healthy
As for the rest of the discussion of illness
Even if family and important people grow ill, when it's said to be for the remainder of one's years, how is that?
Is it one week?
I thought it would be uneventful
I wonder what you normally feel or think in that kind of time?
I seriously don't know
Just thinking, well, it can't be helped, but
because I can only do that1
Therefore, a request--I don't want anyone to become like that
So it's my request
but whoever it is, tomorrow there won't be things that become simpler, so carefully, carefully I must live today
Anyway, it became like a somewhat poetic blog, but, is it okay? (laugh)
At last, I'll be able to sleep
I mean, now, even if it's television, I'll talk for the remainder of my years
I won't watch so I can sleep
Because I write the blog with force, it's hard to read and I sort of don't understand this post either
Tomorrow I'll pass the day with the most smiling faces
'Night( J&N )